Post by ¤Ðevlin Šcott¤ on Aug 23, 2016 4:25:39 GMT -5
Hello all.
I want to apologize for the delay on the results for NGW and IPW. But they are up. I just felt deflated and had a busy week last week. It was quite weird not having Elliance Radio but I realize how much of my time I was devoting to running the feds. Originally I had run NGW, a bi weekly fed. It evolved into IPW when Dead Eye brought the idea to me to run. Unfortunately he still does not have a definite time return but he is hoping to return in the coming months if possible. Taking on Alpha was nothing and did not contribute to me being run down quite honestly. There was a lot that went into things, and for all of the fun that I was having, there was quite a bit of drama both on Twitter and behind the scenes. Feelings were hurt, and that is something I never intended and people never intended towards myself either. Regardless, things like that are in the past and I have decided to do what I feel like is best for me personally. I've also been dealing with stuff in my personal life. I know people reached out to me, and I appreciate that. I prefer to keep my private life private in terms of what is going on, but it is good to know who does ask me how I am doing.
That said, for the time being, I have no plans on fedheading any of the three feds. If and when I do bring back any of the three feds, or all of them, I will gladly pickup where I left off with champions and records. Being not even two weeks removed from everything, I still am getting myself into the right frame of mind. I cannot give a date as to if and/or when I will return to fedheading. It could be months? It could be more? I do not want people hanging around for me. I encourage people to seek out other feds. I will maintain a presence with the @ngwfed Twitter with the community, but will be less active with it. If people want recommendations for feds, please ask me and I will try to help. I do plan on handling SOME at this point, and have make arrangements with a couple of people that I do write with.
I've made my own reasons as well, and will be dropping the Avery character. I felt like he was made out to be something that he was not and I took it personally. I reacted to Twitter bashings that have been happening for months from various characters IC, and some of it went OOC in my opinion to some people. I love the character, but feel like for me, he is ruined. Kaylee may pop up somewhere, and Devlin is still the "owner" of the companies.
I apologize for this all happening all of a sudden, but at the time, many things came up at once and it was not a good time for me. This was my escape, my place to have fun. And it simply was not. It felt like a job that I was not getting paid for, and it felt like something that I hated daily. I will still be around and hope that I have not burned bridges with people or the community.
I appreciate everyone that contributed anything ever to any of the feds.
I am sure that I will be still seeing some of you around.
-Steve
I want to apologize for the delay on the results for NGW and IPW. But they are up. I just felt deflated and had a busy week last week. It was quite weird not having Elliance Radio but I realize how much of my time I was devoting to running the feds. Originally I had run NGW, a bi weekly fed. It evolved into IPW when Dead Eye brought the idea to me to run. Unfortunately he still does not have a definite time return but he is hoping to return in the coming months if possible. Taking on Alpha was nothing and did not contribute to me being run down quite honestly. There was a lot that went into things, and for all of the fun that I was having, there was quite a bit of drama both on Twitter and behind the scenes. Feelings were hurt, and that is something I never intended and people never intended towards myself either. Regardless, things like that are in the past and I have decided to do what I feel like is best for me personally. I've also been dealing with stuff in my personal life. I know people reached out to me, and I appreciate that. I prefer to keep my private life private in terms of what is going on, but it is good to know who does ask me how I am doing.
That said, for the time being, I have no plans on fedheading any of the three feds. If and when I do bring back any of the three feds, or all of them, I will gladly pickup where I left off with champions and records. Being not even two weeks removed from everything, I still am getting myself into the right frame of mind. I cannot give a date as to if and/or when I will return to fedheading. It could be months? It could be more? I do not want people hanging around for me. I encourage people to seek out other feds. I will maintain a presence with the @ngwfed Twitter with the community, but will be less active with it. If people want recommendations for feds, please ask me and I will try to help. I do plan on handling SOME at this point, and have make arrangements with a couple of people that I do write with.
I've made my own reasons as well, and will be dropping the Avery character. I felt like he was made out to be something that he was not and I took it personally. I reacted to Twitter bashings that have been happening for months from various characters IC, and some of it went OOC in my opinion to some people. I love the character, but feel like for me, he is ruined. Kaylee may pop up somewhere, and Devlin is still the "owner" of the companies.
I apologize for this all happening all of a sudden, but at the time, many things came up at once and it was not a good time for me. This was my escape, my place to have fun. And it simply was not. It felt like a job that I was not getting paid for, and it felt like something that I hated daily. I will still be around and hope that I have not burned bridges with people or the community.
I appreciate everyone that contributed anything ever to any of the feds.
I am sure that I will be still seeing some of you around.
-Steve